Everything is rotten
inside
the back of my head is hurting again
should I close my nose?
intoxicating smell
somebody chase me, please
you can't complain about being wet when you jumped in the pool
Tried to hang myself but I couldn't breath and
I needed to
tears are MIA
this self deprecating state at the bottom is not brave nor helping, what am I trying anymore? it used to be endearing allowing myself to relive bad memories, finding what truths laid on them, growing and improving, now is a bounce-back permanent disposition
this is all, there is?
